THE BUS JOURNEY AND NURSERY

hi all well what can i say today has been interesting got up on time running to schedule till 7:50am "has anyone seen the cheque book" 20 minutes till time to set off and no one can find it i have to pay school dinners not to worry rang school no problems hurray sent ryan to breakfast club with our neighbour 1 down 2 to go : )
Short walk to bus stop with 2 toddlers with back packs and reigns few stumblings along the way and running hurray we made it time for humilliation no1 the bus isnt here 2 toddlers wailing on the floor why do i put myself through this lol finally get to nursery with no more hick ups thanks to bribbery via bananas sometimes yes i feel like i have monkeys .
Managed to drop ruby off at nursery now down to 1 things are going great were in the supermarket having a cuppa tea headed to my mums work were the shire smile of her face turns me too a gibbering wreak heaven knows why humilliation no2 shoppers are thinking i have been told of a death how wrong .
Ruby has finished nursery paid her fees too head for the bus decided to treat them to a cone of chips each while waiting for bus home at the bus stop ruby breaks free from my grip runs llike lightening she is only 3 but boy can she sprint had to let go of jack who is 2 to catch her as she is soo fast knowing he is unattended so scared finally caught her and run back to the bus stop luckily for once in my life jack did not move and run into the main road i sit at the bus thanking god that my children did not come to any harm shaking and hoping that i can just please make it home with everyone in one piece.
Tried ruby at a new nursery next to the school this afternoon got talking to a random stranger who needed to talk to me she has children same age as mine so i go in and have a cuppa and a chat it feels good to have done a good dead today open the door to go get ruby and humiliation no3 the heavens have opened and pushchair is drenched wet through hurray have to make it to nursery soaked with everything coated in black bags including children lol dh left raincover in shed doh ruby had a lovely time but over stimulated and over tired having been put in 2 settings today had complete melt down in future school infront of ryans teacher to be told ryan had been too silly today etc he did 6 things wrong and is grounded for 6 days had to walk home drenched with kids in free fall covered in black bags past a group of women who like to gossip about me thanks i just wanted to die lol finally made it home we are all dry and settled making tea power cut hurray tea in bin bowls of cereal out just what i needed but children in bed sleeping can finally relax maybe tomorrow will be better what doesnt kill me will only make me stronger night all x